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Keith: I’m not gonna leave you here, son. I’m not gonna do that and I’ll tell you why. Because I’ve been there. I’ve bought the gun and I planned on using it, okay. I’ve been there and I wanna tell you something. It gets better.
Jimmy: Not this. It can’t.
Keith: It does, Jimmy. That pain in your stomach, that pain in your heart, it goes away. That voice in your head that’s saying there’s no way out, it’s wrong, Jimmy. Would you please, please just believe me. It gets better.
Jimmy: It won’t. Not after this. I can’t take this back. I can’t erase this. She’s gonna die.
Keith: You don’t know that.
Jimmy: I just… I wanted… I wanted them to leave me alone. I just… I wanted them to like me.
Keith: I understand, son. That’s all we all want. That’s all any of us want.
Jimmy: I’m not here. I’m not here.
Keith: Jimmy, please just—it’s gonna be okay, son. It’s gonna be okay.
Jimmy: But it hurts! It hurts. It always hurts!
Keith: I know. Please. Please…
Jimmy: [turning the gun on himself] I’m sorry…
Keith: NO!
[Jimmy shoots himself in the chest.]Episode 3x16, “With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Slept”
I’ve watched each and every single episode so today’s just random. I’m watching Season 2 Episode 4. You Can’t Always Get What You Want.
and after awhile, you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. no one else is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or promise you. you just gotta suck it up, accept it, and keep on keepin’ on
Its too hard Peyton.. Its to fucking hard :/

HALEY: Someone once said that death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live. I could tell you who said it, but who the hell cares.